(via arubafirina)
yeah well you sound pretty perfect to me dear everyone has them though i suppose
if i talked to you in person about all of my feelings, you would probably feel sad for me cause of suicide thoughts and self destruction. some hate also.
there’s no such thing as perfect. there’s no such thing as perfect. just keep saying that and it will come true.
i know what perfect is
what would you consider perfect?
please dont judge me on this, i know its very easy to judge someone on this :(
but being 36 k g was perfect for me it was a safe place and time it was somewere i could be when i knew i couldnt let myself lose any more and i couldnt gain any more and i couldnt feel and i was numb and no one could touch me and i could do anything and feel safe and happy because being lower means being safe because u have nothing to hang on to on your body if that even makes sense and that was perfect to me because i felt safe and happy and at ease and like i was being myself and happy and that was perfect even if others didnt agree..
what’s 36 kg??? :O
sorry, i’m not that smart in measures or whatever it is. i’m just saying that everything feels wonderful, but it’s actually not perfect. because there’s always bad things happening around the world.
ummmmmmmm 79.2pounds as in body weight haha thats ok but whatever thats just what i felt was perfect for me because i felt safe n all but of course theres bad things happening everysecond in the world but thats just what it felt for me
i used to feel perfect when i was 85 pounds, but then something else would happen and make me feel like dying. i have sooo many imperfections now, it’s ridiculous.
there’s no such thing as perfect. there’s no such thing as perfect. just keep saying that and it will come true.
i know what perfect is
what would you consider perfect?
please dont judge me on this, i know its very easy to judge someone on this :(
but being 36 k g was perfect for me it was a safe place and time it was somewere i could be when i knew i couldnt let myself lose any more and i couldnt gain any more and i couldnt feel and i was numb and no one could touch me and i could do anything and feel safe and happy because being lower means being safe because u have nothing to hang on to on your body if that even makes sense and that was perfect to me because i felt safe and happy and at ease and like i was being myself and happy and that was perfect even if others didnt agree..
what’s 36 kg??? :O
sorry, i’m not that smart in measures or whatever it is. i’m just saying that everything feels wonderful, but it’s actually not perfect. because there’s always bad things happening around the world.
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YOU LOOK LIKE FUCKING SHIT! YOU LOOK LIKE FUCKING SHIT!
